A SIMPLE SOLUTION TO AN IMPOSSIBLE PROBLEM The day after the renter and I dug up Dad's grave, I went to Mr.
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feltlike Iwas moving inthe direction ofDad.
I'mnot even sureIbelieved inthe lock anymore.
The lastBlack Ivisited wasPeter.
Helived inSugar Hill,which isin Hamilton Heights,whichisin Harlem.
Aman wassitting
on the stoop whenIwalked uptothe house.
Hehad alittle baby onhis knee, whohewas talking to,even though babies
don't understand language,obviously.
"AreyouPeter Black?" "Who'sasking?" "OskarSchell." Hepatted thestep, which
meant Icould sitnext tohim ifIwanted, whichIthought wasnice, butIwanted tostand.
"That's yourbaby?" "Yes.""Can
I pet her?" "Him." "CanIpet him?" "Sure," hesaid.
Icouldn't believehowsofthishead was,andhow little hiseyes were,
and hisfingers.
"He'sveryvulnerable," Isaid.
"Heis,"Peter said,"butwekeep himpretty safe.""Does heeat normal
food?" "Notyet.Just milk fornow." "Does hecry alot?" "I'dsayso.Definitely feelslikealot." "But babies don'tgetsad,
right? He'sjusthungry orsomething." "We'llneverknow." Iliked watching thebaby make fists.Iwondered ifhe could
have thoughts, orifhe was more likeanonhuman animal."Doyouwant tohold him?" "Idon't thinkthat's avery good
idea." "Whynot?""Idon't know howtohold ababy." "Ifyou want to,I'llshow you.It'seasy." "OK.""Why don'tyousit
down?" hesaid.
"Here yougo.Now putone ofyour hands underhere.Likethat.
Good.
Nowputtheother around his
head.
That's right.Youcankind ofhold itagainst yourchest.
Right.Likethat.
You've gotit.Just likethat.
He'sashappy as
can be." "This isgood?" "You're doinggreat." "What's hisname?" "Peter." "Ithought thatwasyour name." "We'reboth
Peter." Itmade mewonder forthe first time whyIwasn't named afterDad,although Ididn't wonder abouttherenter's
name beingThomas.
Isaid, "Hi,Peter.
I'llprotect you."
When Igot home thatafternoon, aftereight months ofsearching NewYork, Iwas exhausted andfrustrated and
pessimistic, eventhough whatIwanted tobe was happy.
I went uptomy laboratory, butIdidn't feellikeperforming anyexperiments.
Ididn't feellikeplaying thetambourine, or
spoiling Buck-minster, orarranging mycollections, orlooking through Stuff
ThatHappened toMe.
Mom
andRon were hanging outinthe family room,eventhough hewasn't partofour family.
Iwent tothe kitchen toget
some dehydrated icecream.
Ilooked overatthe telephone.
Thenew phone.
Itlooked backatme.
Whenever itwould
ring, I'dscream, "Thephone's ringing!" becauseIdidn't wanttotouch it.Ididn't evenwant tobe inthe same room with
it.
I pressed theMessage Playbutton, whichIhadn't donesincetheworst day,andthat wasonthe oldphone.
Message one.Saturday, 11:52A.M.
Hi,
this isamessage forOskar Schell.
Oskar, thisisAbby Black.
Youwere justover at
my apartment askingaboutthekey.
Iwasn't completely honestwithyou,andIthink Imight beable tohelp.
Please give—
And
then themessage wascutoff.
Abby wasthesecond BlackIhad gone to,eight months before.Shelived inthe narrowest houseinNew York.
Itold her
she was pretty.
Shecracked up.Itold hershe was pretty.
Shetold meIwas sweet.
Shecried when Itold herabout
elephant E.S.P.Iasked ifwe could kiss.Shedidn't sayshe didn't wantto.Her message hadbeen waiting forme foreight
months.
"Mom?" "Yes?""I'mgoing out.""OK." "I'llbeback later." "OK.""Idon't know when.
Itcould beextremely late.""OK."
Why didn't sheaskmemore? Whydidn't shetrytostop me,oratleast keep mesafe?
Because itwas starting toget dark, andbecause thestreets werecrowded, Ibumped intoagoogolplex people.Whowere
they? Where weretheygoing? Whatweretheylooking for?Iwanted tohear their heartbeats, andIwanted themtohear
mine.
The subway stationwasjustafew blocks fromherhouse, andwhen Igot there thedoor wasopen alittle, likeshe knew
I'd be coming, eventhough shecouldn't have,obviously.
Sowhy wasitopen?
"Hello? Isanyone there?It'sOskar Schell."
She came tothe door.
I was relieved, becauseIhadn't invented her..
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